Be with You

Be with You The sweet voice likes the rhythm of piano, enchanting my mind The vibrant and glare in your eyes sparks, lighting my feeling There is no day without your surprise, creating joys like sunshine The nice walk we have full of teases and laughs, warming my heart Sharing the day with a cup of tea already so sweet without honey Your call “what are you doing? “breaking between my dreams and reality Your shadow will be mingled with your hugs and kisses, painting my night Missing you in a flash of thought between my rush hour Is it impossible not having you in my life You are everywhere in my heart, in my mind, in my eyes I can see the love even when you are mad with me. Do you think you are the one for me like you’ve always said? “Yes of course “even though   think you are more a half of my self It is such a beautiful feeling when we are together I Thank You God that we have found each other.

The shadow of my tree

I do grateful to you oh my Lord You gave me a brother that I never had He looks like a beautiful maple tree on autumn Handsome and charming in the cold weather I let you keep my heart for a moment To lose him and let he returns to you is hard The sadness and the pain makes my stomach ache My eyes dried and no tears come out I beg you oh my Lord just hold my feeling for a while But I do want to say grace and thank you oh my Lord For the teaching he has given to me: He showed me to be patient to dive the pain of hardship In the way that I will never be able to imagine how He offered others his pure of kindness and generosity To give his last bread to other and starve silently Not one but almost his life he always kind, tender and humble He taught me to treat everyone with equality and respect Always fun and joke around lightly, make the time flies He always has an elegant look and fresh and trendy No one can guess how old he was, he looks so young He always looks nice and be nice   Oh my Lord Thank you for his presence in my life May I learn well from my beloved brother Please forgive him and be kind to him Show your love and mercy because You are my Lord the all mighty

Blissful Agony?

Oh my Lord , my protector...  I am wondering what I have did was  wise enough? I am thinking over if it was my stupidity? Deep down my heart feel with joy and happiness My decision made my soul free, flew like  a bird? But now I am scared … For the long unpredictable journey For the enjoyment of my time For not knowing what to come Deep in my soul I trust your love,  your protection Cause of Your grace and kindness I have found myself You are the one ultimate power for  this life and hereafter With your love, please allow me to live my life…

Who am I

Who am I …?

The one who lost in the wind

The one who has no shadow

The one who walks alone

I am who always miss the fragrance of purple lilac in spring

My eyes are always clinging to ponder the beauty of colors during the fall

Who loves the smells of the cutting green grass or the smells of the earth when it is pouring rain

I am who cries on my pillow because of missing you

Who don’t know how to show my love like I wanted to

Who am I?

I am the one who always speak with my heart

Who hate the arrogance and cruelty

 I am the one who born with the pure wisdom

Being raised up in the realm of mystic

 I believe your love is eternity

Binding in my spirit and body  

I truly believe you know me

While I am still searching and wondering

dearly

Lost

Lost                                         I  don't know where is the place to hide                                          Everywhere seems too crowded and noisy                                                  There is no spot empty                                                  There is no seat available                                          So...I just walk and  walk without knowing                                                    when and where will I stop    I don't know what I should say   words are predictable, no meaning, no feeling Every sound is the same; phony, dry and static                No harmony, nothing!                              Just for the sake of formality? I don't know to whom I can share my feeling Everything is baseless Friendship is wipe out Feeling is gone by the bitterness In digital world we live I still don't know how to convert my feeling, Is there any program or software handy? I don't know how to tell the truth Everywhere is too many rumors  Fact became vogue with  sweet cover up  even in the trial,  in the name of justice  I know and they know about the truth But it looks like that price is too high, too risky Do you really care? I don’t know about anything now Everything seems move to fast or am I too slow? , Does not fit in this kind of world? Everybody lives there, but my soul is not I don't know about anything anymore I don't know at all